QUIZLET: Do you Experience Sexual Attraction?

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This short quiz is designed to help you identify whether or not you experience sexual attraction (one of many forms of attraction). Obviously this experience will vary wildly from individual to individual so if you feel as though this quiz doesn’t represent you for whatever reason, please comment and let me know so I can improve it. 🙂
This is a tool only and does not have the final say on your orientation or identity – only you can decide that!
And of course, you don’t have to accept any labels if they don’t work for you. The labels are for description only and you do not have to try to conform to them!

On to the quiz:

Section A

  1. Do you ever look at someone and feel tingly or hot in your abdomen or groin?
  2. Do you ever see someone and think hurrghbfdsjkls?
  3. Do you ever look at someone and feel your face go slack and/or your pulse and breathing rates increase?
  4. Do you ever look at someone and feel like you want to have sex with them?
  5. Have you ever been able to get turned on just thinking about someone (no scenario or fantasy – just the person)?

Section B

  1. Do you feel any of the Section A responses only after you have gotten to know someone very well?
  2. Do you feel as though you might experience some of the Section A responses, but only slightly?
  3. Do you ever experience Section A feelings, but have them fade rapidly if they are reciprocated?
  4. Do you ever find that you experience Section A responses to things that are not related to a person (but rather related to a scenario, concept, or object)?
  5. Do you feel as though you only experience the Section A responses extremely rarely?
  6. Do you feel as though your ability to experience Section A responses varies wildly and randomly over time?

Results:

Yes to anything in Section A = It is likely that you experience some form of sexual attraction. You are likely to be allosexual/zedsexual or greysexual.
Recommended next identity quiz: What is my sexual orientation?

Yes to anything in section B = It is likely that you experience some form of sexual attraction but it is limited or under strict conditions. You are likely to be on the greysexual spectrum (a category of asexuality)

Recommended next identity quiz: Where am I on the asexual spectrum? (Coming soon!)

No to everything = It is likely that you do not experience sexual attraction. You are likely to be asexual.

Recommended next identity quiz: Do I experience romantic attraction? (Coming soon!)

What was your quiz result? Did you learn something new about yourself?
What did you think of this quiz? Was it helpful, or was there some room for improvement?
Please leave your thoughts in the comments below!

QUIZLET: What is your Sexual Orientation?

It is recommended that you do this other quiz first to understand what is meant here by sexual attraction and to determine whether or not you experience sexual attraction (as there are many forms of attraction).
Note that I have included androsexual, gynosexual and skoliosexual in this quiz to remove the dependance of sexual orientation on your gender identity. These terms can be helpful for non-binary or transgender individuals, but you do not have to be non-binary or transgender to identify with them!
Also note that there is overlap between some of the terms in this quiz and it is okay to identify with more than one (for example, you could identify as homosexual and androsexual if you are a male).
Once again, this quiz is a tool only and does not have the final say on your orientation or identity – only you can decide that!

Let’s begin!

  1. Do you experience sexual attraction?
    If NO, you could be asexual.
    Next recommended quiz: Do I experience romantic attraction? (Coming soon!)
    If YES or SOMETIMES, continue.
  1. Do you experience sexual attraction exclusively to people of the same gender as you?
    If YES, you could be homosexual or grey-homosexual.
    Next recommended quiz: Do I experience romantic attraction? (Coming soon!)
    If YES or NO, continue.
  1. Do you experience sexual attraction exclusively to people of a gender other than what you identify as?
    If YES, you could be heterosexual or grey-heterosexual.
    Next recommended quiz: Do I experience romantic attraction? (Coming soon!)

    If YES or NO, continue.

  1. Do you experience sexual attraction exclusively towards males or people who present as masculine?
    If YES, you could be androsexual or grey-androsexual.
    Next recommended quiz: Do I experience romantic attraction? (Coming soon!)
    If NO, continue.
  1. Do you experience sexual attraction exclusively towards females or people who present as feminine?
    If YES, you could be gynosexual or grey-gynosexual.
    Next recommended quiz: Do I experience romantic attraction? (Coming soon!)
    If NO, continue.
  1. Do you experience sexual attraction exclusively towards non-binary individuals or people who present as androgynous?
    If YES, you could be skoliosexual or grey-skoliosexual.
    Next recommended quiz: Do I experience romantic attraction? (Coming soon!)
    If NO, continue.
  1. Do you experience sexual attraction to people of more than one gender?
    If YES, you could be bisexual/pansexual/polysexual or grey-bisexual/pansexual/polysexual. Next recommended quiz: Am I bisexual, pansexual, or polysexual? (Coming soon!)
    If YES or NO, continue.
  1. Do you experience sexual attraction to people independent of their gender?
    If YES, you could be bisexual/pansexual/polysexual or grey-bisexual/pansexual/polysexual. Next recommended quiz: Am I bisexual, pansexual, or polysexual? (Coming soon!)
    If YES or NO, continue.
  1. Do you experience sexual attraction primarily towards people of one gender, but occasionally towards people of another/other gender/s?
    If YES, you could be bisexual/pansexual/polysexual or grey-bisexual/pansexual/polysexual.
    Next recommended quiz: Am I bisexual, pansexual, or polysexual? (Coming soon!)
    If NO, continue.
  1. Do you experience sexual attraction towards people of one gender and people of another/other gender/s in roughly equal amounts?
    If YES, you could be bisexual/pansexual/polysexual or grey-bisexual/pansexual/polysexual.
    Next recommended quiz: Am I bisexual, pansexual, or polysexual? (Coming soon!)

What did you think of this quiz? What is your sexual orientation and was this quiz accurate for you? I welcome any and all comments and suggestions!

a grey area of asexuality

Warning: This post discusses general paraphilia, fetishes and sexual deviation. There are no specific details, but if this could be upsetting for you, or is not your cup of tea, please don’t continue reading.  There are also mentions of suicide and suicidal thoughts. Again, please stay safe and exercise discretion. 


A few months ago, I came out as ace (asexual), and I’ve been doing quite a bit of thinking and researching since then to figure out exactly how I feel and where I fit on the asexual spectrum.

For anyone who doesn’t know, asexuality is a lack of sexual attraction to anyone. I will assume that those of you reading this know a bit about asexuality but if you aren’t familiar with it, please read my coming out post, explore a bit around AVEN, or read this article as I think it’s a really relateable discussion on how it can feel to be asexual.

1. Grey-asexuality/ Greysexuality

grey-asexual playing card

grey-asexual playing card

Grey-asexuality is an umbrella term used to cover people who identify pretty closely with asexual, but feel that this term doesn’t quite describe them accurately. This could be because someone does feel sexual attraction sometimes, but it’s usually so rare, or of such low strength that they feel they may as well not experience it at all, or feel that they fit better with the asexual community most of the time.

It could also be because they need very specific criteria to be met, or they need to get to know someone very well before sexual attraction is possible (see demisexuality).

2. My situation

The issue I have with my identity is that I can confidently say that I do not experience sexual attraction to anyone, ever. I’m led to believe this is pretty uncommon in asexuals because, if you’ve never experienced something, how can you confidently say that you don’t experience it? But I can say that I don’t experience sexual attraction to anyone, because I experience sexual attraction to specific circumstances, situations and events. It’s odd – I believe the official term is fetish or paraphilia. (Edit: Check out this great discussion on paraphilia).

I won’t get into specifics, but the issue is, I don’t really feel 100% happy with the label asexual, because I do experience some form of sexual attraction. I also don’t really feel comfortable with the label grey-asexual though, because grey-asexuality still refers to intermittent sexual attraction towards people. My paraphilia involves people by nature, but the people are unimportant. Their age, gender, appearance, personality, etc. doesn’t matter to me at all. ( They probably don’t even have to be people – they could be aliens.) I am not attracted to the people involved, they are just required tools for the situation to occur.

According to the definitions, I technically am asexual, because I do not experience sexual attraction to anyone. Equally, I am not grey-asexual, because I don’t intermittently experience sexual attraction to anyone – I never do. But I am different from what I believe is a large portion of the asexual community.

3. Pansexuality

pansexual flag

pansexual pride flag

For a while, I identified as pansexual, because I felt sexual attraction, and the genders of the people involved didn’t matter. But the moment I discovered the term asexuality, I realised that I wasn’t really attracted to the people involved in my paraphilia, so much as indifferent. I dont really think I can say I’m sexually attracted to someone if I don’t really care who they are.

4. Autochorrissexualism

autochorrissexual

autochorrissexual flag

Autochorrissexualism is a disconnection between oneself and a sexual target/object of arousal. It may involve sexual fantasies, or arousal in response to erotica or pornography, but lacking any desire to be a participant in the sexual activities therein.

This is a category that falls under the asexual umbrella. The argument for this is that someone who is autochorrissexual experiences arousal and not attraction, as the person does not want to actually do anything with the object of their arousal. For me, this is another label that kind of fits, but for me, it focuses too much on the willingness to participate. Like before, whether or not I actually participate is irrelevant for the attraction/arousal. It is the situation that matters.

5. Why is it difficult to find a label for this?

I seriously doubt I am the only person who is in this situation. The problem is that the topic of paraphilia and fetishes is very taboo.

For many people, their sexual fantasies cannot ever realistically be realised because they would be harmful, or illegal, but that doesn’t change the fact that they have these feelings. But because the very topic is so taboo, not only can these people never realise their deepest sexual fantasies, but they now have to live their whole life repressing their desires for fear of being discovered. They have to carry this huge socially-taboo secret, and bear their own disgust and self-loathing their entire life in secrecy because of who they are and how they were born. These people are probably the ones who need most someone to confide in, to talk to, to share the burden. But they never can.

Looking back, I can clearly remember being unusually interested from as young as four years old. I didn’t link it with sex becuase I had no idea what that was, but the feeling was the same. It wasn’t something I chose – it was something that came naturally. Just like being gay, or straight, or any other orientation. I was born like this. 

Do I have a disorder? Officially, not unless my paraphilia causes me distress or causes me to harm others. (which it doesn’t).

Am I weird? Probably. But not just because of this.

Am I broken? Again, probably. But because of this? No. This is just a part of who I am and I can’t imagine being any other way because I never have been.

That being said, I was extremely worried as a teenager that I was broken. I knew only what society and the media had taught me – people with unusual sexual interests were bad. They were scary. They were dangerous. I had unusual sexual interests, therefore, I was bad, scary and dangerous. I knew I would have to repress my desires – probably forever – and I knew from tv that people who did that inevitably slipped up one day and spilled the beans, or went crazy and took out their repressed desires on someone else – hurting them in the process. I was utterly terrified that I would end up like that. I actually sat down and promised myself that, if I ever felt like I was going to hurt someone because of my paraphilia, I would kill myself to make sure I never could. But I was still scared that I wouldn’t see it coming – that it would sneak up on me and I would hurt someone before I knew what I’d done. I was scared for my parents finding out that I was a monster, some horrible freak. I was deeply and truly afraid of myself and I seriously considered committing suicide to save the world from me.

It was actually a speech at a school assembly that pulled me through that low. The principal stood on the stage and told us that all our lives we’d been learning, and it was kind of like a loan. We’d been given all this knowledge for 15 years of our lives, so that when we came out of school we could use it to put something back into the world and make a positive difference.

At first, I was angry. I was furious! I had something unfinished, a debt unpaid, that I’d had no choice in. I hadn’t signed up for anything, and no one had told me. But after I thought about it a bit, I realised that if I was willing to check out of the world in order to prevent something bad,  it meant that I was passionate enough about what happened in the world to be able to make a positive difference. I could confidently say that I wanted to make a positive difference in the world, so I decided that was what I’d do. Once I’d repaid my debt and added something good, I could revisit my debate about whether or not to check out. And that’s how I made it through.

So I can understand why people don’t want to talk about these things. It’s a painful and a scary topic to approach. But we can’t help what we are and how we work. Being unusual does not automatically make us dangerous. What can be done about it though? I don’t know.

6. Asexual Fetishists

asexual furry

asexual furry flag

I literally just came across this discussion with an asexual sneeze fetishist who describes their experience as very similar to mine. So it seems that asexual fetishist is a term that, theoretically, is in use and describes my feelings. (Yay!)

I can see why it’s taken me so long to come across this term though. It’s not exactly something that I would be comfortable openly identifying as.

“Hi everyone, I’m Q and I’m an asexual fetishist.”

-silence-

Yeah. It’s accurate, but… kinda crude. So I guess for now… I’ll stick with asexual-not-disclosing-more-info. That was a long rant just to arrive back in the same place that I started… Thanks for reading all the way through if you made it this far!

What are your opinions on the topic? Have you experienced something similar or related? I’d love to hear from you 🙂

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